First Blog To The New Year

Yay! Here's to a new year. Starting the year at a church that I can actually feel at home in. Knowing that I am able to fulfill what God has planned for me.

I can say that all my worries must have been nerves, nothing more. I have fitted in pretty quick and finding my place in church. This has been the first time that has happened. It's strange to me and I am grateful it.

The year is ahead is exciting. With serving the community through street outreaches, feedings, breakfast outreaches and helping starting up a youth ministry.Being within a church that are similar minded and proactive is refreshing and inspiring. Having all labels removed and working in partnerships with other churches to see the City Of Blacktown saved.

Thank you Jesus!! =D

With all this excitement I feel sadness. I am trying to figure out if people are annoyed with me or just the move of churches has made people feel distant? I don't know if I am paranoid but it is really bothering me. _{Even texting a few people with no reply back is disheartening.}

I'm just praying that it's not because I have ticked anyone off. But that will always be on the back of my mind. I even had a dream about one person I am close to going off at me on my birthday. I really do pray that I didn't do anything to provoke anyone being disgruntle towards me.

It really hurts that if people are ticked off at me and not say anything and just try to avoid me. I would rather people be direct. Yes it does hurt when people do the direct approach but it tells me that they actually care about the situation instead of just ignoring it and bottling it in...

I didn't mean to finish this on a depressing note. I am not at all depressed about it but it has been popping up in my thoughts lately.

This year is going to be exciting. With God using me to do what he wants. The year will also be tough but at the same time rewarding. I'm praying that I remember to do all things to glorify the Father and not to glorify myself. To be used in a way to help others and to draw people through Christ.

And on that note I am off.

Dabs.